Innalillahi wa inna ilahi roji'un.
Al-Fatihah to adik Muhd Hanif bin Puasa. He was only 13 years old.
His father just left me 2 minutes ago.He was calm with what happened to Hanif and his family. They were devastated. Who wouldn't.But Puasa despite his small size, has a big and steady heart.He is the pillar of strenght for his family. I wish I could be as calm as he is if something like this happen to me. I hope I don't have to go through like what Puasa had to.
Just yesterday at 4.00pm Muhd Hanif was sitting infront of me.He was very pale and his skin was cold.Very cold.I felt like touching an ice cube.
He is very ill but breathing normally then. But at 3.30 am last night, Muhd.Hanif bin Puasa left us. He was called by his Creator. And malaikatul maut came to take him as per contract.
I am upset. Not because Hanif died.But because for the action or inaction done by Hospital Melaka's Emergency Room staff.Hanif's death is his ajal. nothing you can do about it.As a Muslim I believe when your ajal is up, you have to leave .
At 3.30pm yesterday( 3rd April 2007), Puasa and his wife came to see me in my office.Hanif was with them,very ill,very pale and very cold. He walked in slowly and sat on a chair on my right. My right hand touched his right. Ya ALLAH! He is so cold I thought.But he didn't shiver.He smiled at me(like he always did) but didn't speak. I looked up at Puasa.
TA: Puasa! Apa kena dengan Hanif ni?Teruk sangat saya tengok budak ni. Kena bawa ke Hospital.kena masuk wad.
Puasa: Tok, kami ni dari hospital lah.Tadi tengahari Tok tak buka jadi kami terus ke hospital. Tapi sampai kat emergency orang kat situ kata mereka tengok kes accident saja. mereka suruh saya bawa Hanif ke bahagian pesakit luar kat Pantai Pringgit.
TA: Hah! tak ada sesiapa periksa Hanif ke tadi?( I was shocked.How can a medical staff refuse to see an ill patient?).
Puasa: Tak ada Tok. Bila saya bagitau anak saya sakit tak ada pun mereka bangun nak cek dia. Masa tu kat Emergency tak ramai pun pesakit.tapi mereka suruh saya pergi Pantai Pringgit.
( to go to Poliklinik Komuniti Pantai Pringgit,they will have to drive and make a U-turn and drive another 2 km).tapi saya tau situ lagi ramai pesakit Tok. Jadi isteri saya kata baik kita balik ke Durian Tunggal dan jumpa Tok.
Puasa's wife: Ya Tok.Lagipun Tok dah tengok Hanif sejak dia baby lagi.Itu yang kami datang jumpa Tok nak dapatkan nasihat.
TA: Tak apa. Biar Tok periksa Hanif dulu.
I took his BP three times because I can't believe its reading. For the third time his BP reading was 70/40mmHg.Ya ALLAH! Thats damned low. This kid is going into shock. His pulse was still strong and good volume but was a bit fast.Almost 100/minute. And there was lots of fluids in this left lung.
I know he is having a very bad pneumonia with septicaemia( sepsis of the blood).
TA: Puasa! Awak kena bawa Hanif sekarang jugak ke Hospital. Keadaan Hanif serius. (I turned to Hanif)Hanif, Hanif kena masuk wad tau.Tok nak Hanif masuk hari ini juga okay.Tok akan buat surat rujukan.
TA: Puasa awak bawa sendiri Hanif ke hospital.kalau kita panggil ambulans pun mungkin sejam nak datang dan pergi balik. Awak bawa 15 minit dah sampai.Kalau ada apa2 masaalah di Hospital awak bagi tau saya.
They left at 4.20pm. I prayed for Hanif.I hope he will recover.
At 5.00pm Puasa's wife called me. said that there are 20 patients infront of Hanif's turn. said the staff told her to wait for their turn.
TA: Dengar sini. Pergi jumpa orang kat kaunter cakap pada dia,Tok kata Hanif ni nazak.Dah teruk. Minta doktor cek hanif dulu.Awak rayulah kat mereka. Tunjuk surat saya tulis tu suruh mereka baca.
Puasa's wife: Baik Tok. saya buat macamana Tok kata.
There was no more call from them.I think everything was okay.
This morning at 9.30am, I walked into my office.ready for a new day. my assistant came to my room and told me Puasa came at 8.30am. Puasa told us the bad news. Hanif died at 3.30 am. His burial will be before 11am.
Puasa came to see me at 4.30pm today.He brought along Hanif's death certificate. There was sadness in his eyes. And he is tired.But he is calm( as always. I had never seen Puasa got upset since i knew him 13 yaers ago).
TA: Puasa! Saya harap awak sabar atas kematian Hanif ye.Duduk Puasa.
He sat down and handed me the death cert. Stated there as the cause of death: SEPSIS SECONDARY TO PNEUMONIA.
TA: Semalam isteri awak talipon saya sebab mereka tak mau cek Hanif dulu.
Puasa: Ye Tok. kami dapat nombor 1090. masa tu sedang nombor 1070.Kami bagitau Tok suruh mereka cek Hanif segera tapi mereka kata tunggu giliran. Lepas telipon Tok,kami jumpa lagi. Tapi ntah la Tok.
Akhirnya dapat jumpa doktor selepas saya masuk ke dalam bilik doktor sendiri.Saya rayu mereka tengok anak saya dulu sebab Tok kata serius.Bila dia tengok surat Tok ,doktor tu pun terus suruh bawa Hanif masuk.Bila dia tengok dia kata Hanif tenat ni. Dia masukan drip,ambil darah dan X-ray.
Jam 8 pm baru hantar ke wad Tok. Saya tunggu sampai 12 thg malam.Bila nampak stabil saya balik sekejap.
Puasa: Lebih kurang 2 lebih Hospital talipon saya suruh datang sebab hanif dan terlalu nazak.....Tadi saya sempat belikan bubur untuk dia Tok. Bila suap dia susah nak telan. Sesak nafas bila makan Tok....
TA:..sabar lah Puasa. Macamana mak dia?
Puasa: Anakk...Tok....Mak dia sampai pengsan semalam.
TA: Saya faham. Puasa, saya tak terkilan Hanif meninggal.Itu dah ajal dia. Awak faham kan?
Puasa: Saya faham Tok.
TA Tapi saya terkilan cara mereka buat masa awak mula-mula bawa Hanif tengahari semalam.Saya terkilan sebab mereka tak periksa dia tapi suruh pergi ke klinik lain dulu. Itu yang saya terkilan.
Puasa: Saya pun Tok. Kalau mereka dah periksa dan masukkan Hanif ke wad awal2 saya tak kisah Tok walau anak saya meninggal.Tapi....macam ni mereka buat Tok....saya sedih betul Tok...
I let Puasa alone to calm himself. He went through a very short but turbulent episode in 24 hours.
TA: saya rasa,hari Isnin ni Puasa pergi jumpa Pengarah Hospital.Dia orang yg baik.Puasa ceritakan apa yg berlaku pada dia. Supaya lain kali sesiapa yg bertugas di bahagian Kecemasan lebih prihatin.
Puasa just nodded. He invited me for the kenduri arwah tomorrow night.
I asked him to give my regards and takziah to his wife. He stood up and walked out my door.
Hanif had always been a good son to them.He was very obidient. He rarely talked much but he has a gorgeous smile. I'll miss Hanif. And I know everyone in Durian Tunggal who knew Hanif will miss him.
Rest well Hanif. My doa will be for you too child.
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